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50 things you should do with your love before you die... ...

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me...
I once was lost but now am found
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
My heart to fear
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear...
The hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares...
We have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
And Grace will lead us home.
The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
As long as life endures.
When we've been here a thousand years...
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me...
I once was lost but now am found
Was blind, but now I see.

the mind reader!!!

The weather outside is beautiful, I can see all the way from my dorm window across the bay to San Francisco. It's good to see things clear once in a while...

Currently listening to If I am not in love with you - faith Hill ... ...

Wounds

夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒著数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问

只是你现在不得不承认
爱情有时候是一种沈沦
让人失望的虽然是恋情本身
但是不要只是因为你是女人

若爱得深会不能平衡
为情困 折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱 该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分

女人独有的天真和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成

虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱 美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂 就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了 就要勇敢分

He told me about this dream:

he woke up in this desolate building, and found her standing downstairs by herself. he called for her, she turned around, but her eyes were so cold, like a stranger......

Random

Do people even hear themselves? "Oh, I have to do this this, and I have a blah blah, and my Yada Yada... " I, my, me ... selfish people are always talking about themselves. How am I supposed to respond? "Ok...(Like I care)" The audiences aren't as fascinated by you as yourself, so please stop talking about YOU!

I am surprised that Google didn't change its logo for Valentine's day, instead, they think Torino Olympic is more important.

Thanks to Christine, I decide to take the "fuck it diet" emotionally. Often times I choose to starve my emotional needs cuz I don't want to appear needy, and when the negative emotion built up, I decided to hold it in (emotionally constipated). These unsatisfied needs and pent-up emotions are really taking a toll on me.

New finding:

1. men are just as self-contradicted as the next woman;
2. I am equiped with different gears, currently life is a little hectic but much more fun, like I am going 80 mph. I might be able to go faster, but I choose not to. Life is good right now, and I like my "busy mode."

Happy Chinese Lantern Festival

I am jonesing for some sweet red bean filling Yuanxiao......

Lord, I want to be lost in you. Sometimes, it sucks to be me; sometimes, I don't even like myself. Oh, Lord, I want to be lost in you...

From your valentine ...

Do you know the story of Vday?

"Legend has it that while St. Valentine was in prison--awaiting execution for defying a Roman emperor's edict against conducting marriages--he fell in love with his jailor's blind daughter.

Through unwavering faith, the story says, Valentine restored the woman's sight. Then, before his execution, he slipped her a farewell note signed "from your Valentine"--the original Valentine's card."

-Knowledgenews.net

Random

There are habits that you just pick up along the way before you officially adopting them: having cheese on everything, drinking coffee every morning (Hawaiian Kona), going to bed after 1 am, smile to strangers when you feel like it, and starting to like to receive flowers (used to be embarrassed by it).

iPods and sunglasses are two of the biggest social blockers. When your ears are iPlugged, and your eyes are hidden behind those cool pair of shades, you are basically saying, "leave me alone."

New things learned from my interview process. Interviewers like to hire people that are like them. also, when answer whatever questions, use the "You Attitude," which is keeping in mind what your audience wants to know. They don't care if you are fabulous or amazing, they only care can you do the job, can you adapt quickly so they don't have to spend too much time training you, or can you get along with others. Include your answers with their needs, and mention the company name as much as you can in your answers, they will like it ... ...

A friend told me today : Don't give up just because of some feelings... ...

but are they just feelings?

Quote of the day

"I owned the world that hour as I rode over it. free of the earth, free of the mountains, free of the clouds, but how inseparably I was bound to them. "
-Charles Lindbergh, American Aviator remembered for the first nonstop solo flight across the Atlantic, from New York to Paris, in 1927.

Running

What a beautiful day! When I got out of my dorm this morning, I had this urge to run, run really fast, so fast that all my worries would not catch up on me...

Psalm 23

A psalm of David

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Love is fragile

It's scary that sometimes when you wake up in the morning, the thing you used to like so much suddenly loses its appeal.

Questions:

1. How can you love someone while not losing a tiny bit of affection?
2. How can you keep faith in someone after facing a string of disappointments?

3. How can you say yes when your heart keeps saying no?
4. How can you know the answer when you don't even know the question?

currently feeling: disillusioned, pensive and contradicted ... ...

"A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks; A woman loses hers after four kisses." --H.L. Mencken

"If wishes were horses, beggars could ride.” (Proverb)

Last Chance at Romance

-Jack Conway

I am not
one of those married men
who tries to pick up girls
in bars,
he assured her.
My last wife
is legally dead,
he said,
even if the police
can’t locate her body.