Crash

I hurt my neck in a car accident yesterday, in a matter of a second, my head snapped back and forth......today, I woke up with a stiff neck, a little light-headed and dizzy. Like a kid, though I always think I am a kid at heart, I went around tell people I don't feel good, expecting some consolation, but all I got was just some insouciant "Oh...you should get some rest." Kinda expecting something more, but there was nothing. Funny that when the only person who cares in this universe--my Mom called, I told her I am fine. I guess what makes you really grow up it's to see the ugly and cold side of the humanity, when your ideal world CRASH with the real world, when you decide to swallow the tears and hold in the pain in silence, when you pretend to be strong for the ones you love. Nobody sees you as a child anymore except your parents, when you fall, you got to suck it up, cuz nobody will really care.