Wednesday, July 05, 2006

a little bit of everything... ...

I am just getting lazier and lazier, sometimes I hope my brain is hooked up with blogger.com by some machine, so whenever I feel something, whenever I have some sort of revelation, the machine will convert my brain waves into text and post it on my blog. but, anyways, here are some of the things I remembered and wanted to share:

1. I stopped taking pictures. Why busy taking pictures of things when you can enjoy it with your own senses? Why look at the sceneries through the lenses while you can take in the whole view? Call me selfish, it's not like I don't like sharing, I just don't need pictures to remind me of what I've missed appreciating at the very moment.

2. July 4th weekend was so enjoyable, but as the aftertaste gradually faded, it left me even more restless and emptier. Like the song says, there is got to be more to life, than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. I need an unreachable high that could keep me busy all my life, even it means I will never get there.

3. Have been going to a church training lately, and the whole topic fascinated me. It says we are the body of Jesus Christ, we are part of God, and God's second coming is depended upon us (if the body is strong enough). Oh well, what can I say, I might not be the vital organ of the body, but at least I don't want to be a cancerous cell of this body.

4. Attitudes toward temporary things. Having been living in the apartment for four weeks now, I have never considered here my home. Never took a moment to decorate it, never really cooked a full meal in the kitchen, never stayed here longer than 5 hours, except for sleeping. It's not like I don't want to get closer to her, I am afraid of being attached, because it's only temporary. Someday, I will leave her, and I want this parting to be as peaceful as possible.