Saturday, June 24, 2006

Lighten up

Having been fighting with myself for the past few days, what am I doing here? This is not the kind of work that I have imagined. Did I choose the wrong career? Suddenly, I lost my direction. But, God always find a way to assure me that I am okay......after another 7.5 hours of suffocation in the cubicle, I decided to take a walk in the Millennium Park. After the sun went down, the skyscrapers started to light up the sky, and right in front of me, the second tallest building of the city, the very building I am working in everyday, Aon center. Suddenly, I felt proud. Something inside of me is lit up again. I might be the smallest cog in this huge machine, but I count. No matter how mundane, routine and boring the work I have to go through everyday, I must have done something good for somebody, whoever she or he is. Someone's life becomes much easier because of the very existence of me. The world goes around because I have done my part, and that makes me happy.