Walking out of yet another interview room, never have I felt so lost and tired. Felt like I was being tossed by waves everyday, waves of "shoulds," I should go to classes, I should find a job, I should do research on the company, I should blah... ... when my heart is really saying, skip the class, read a book, spend more time with people you love, and take time to figure out what you really want. "No, no, no, no time," says the mind, and the body just moves mechanically to places where I am supposed to be at a certain time, from Evans, to Career Center, to Haas, to Foothill DC, to Career Center again, and to Barrows... ...